I've been staring at this blinking curser for about 15 mintues trying to figure out what to say. There once was a time that i could just sit and type away all the details of my day and not think two thoughts about it.
So much has been going on in my life....waiting on an answer from God on how to move forward with new information i have learned. I want to be in His will and not make a move without feeling that peace that passes all undertanding. I am not feeling like I have the "go ahead" yet but i'm wrestling with many questions.... Will I make the right choice? Will it change everything? What if nothing changes? What wiill happen next?
I've been thinking a lot about how each one of us has a story. Each one of us has lived our own lives and our experiences are our own. Our truths are true because it's what we went through. That doesn't always mean that your truth is the same as the next person. Two people can be in the same place at the same time and experience two completely different things. Each one of us takes certain things to hold onto and we each forget the parts that didn't matter. Does that make one truth truer than the other? Aren't we all entitled to our story?
I look back on different experiences in my life now and realize that my truth may not have been true to anyone else but to me and i am reluctant to share my experience because it may hurt someone else or put them in a bad light. I wonder how much i have denied myself by holding it in. God gave us each a story. Shouldn't we be able to share it?
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